Already 15 weeks!

Gosh, this pregnancy seems to be moving fast!

I went to the chiropractor yesterday, and apparently my right hip was forward and my left pushed back, WONDERFUL. He adjusted me and it was awesome! I was so happy, because he actually told me I was "glowing" it's nice to know! I have never really understood that term, but I think it's because I am so happy here lately.

Isn't it crazy how each week can change??

Well, lets see... This week I have heard the baby is the size of and orange or apple (about the same) I still have yet to gain a stinkin' pound! I'm just waiting to get yelled at by my doctor, cross fingers to gain at least 2lbs by Feb. 17th! Which is ALSO, my BIG U/S, at least I hope! Haha, my Aunt is coming into town to see the baby on the U/S of course. I love that my family is so involved, it makes me feel so supported.

Mood swings have been pretty mellow, I have been mostly happy go lucky, I like to call it a pregnancy high. I think I look a little bigger, have my 15 week pictures below! I mother likes to tell me how cute I look! Gotta love the self esteem boosters. Well, nothing to new or exciting, so here is the picture!

Trying to hold onto that LAST pair of jeans. Desperation huh?

14 wks 4 days

Well, I have been worried lately, not too sure why so much. I think I am so afraid that this will be taken away from me. I know stressing isn't helping anything, so I try and just breathe.

Last night I got sick, really sick, after eating. It was horrible. That worried me, then this morning my bump just doesn't look as big as usual. Possibly got rid of a lot of bloat??? I still got a lil one though!!!

New bump pics:

This was amazing! My Dr. Apt January 19th. They originally weren't going to do an ultrasound because my doctor wasn't there, but they figured it out for me! Got to hear the heartbeat... Only thing Dr. said that I need to do is gain some weight... Easier said than done!

12 weeks 5 days!

Today was interesting I must say. I woke up feeling pretty good, but I was really hot! Sweating all over and felt kinda miserable. I finally took my temperature and realized it was at 99.0, low grade but since I am pregnant and NEW to this I called the doc. I got the answering machine and could of sworn it said they closed at 12, so I called the ER to talk to the OBGYN branch, they put me through, and thankfully my doctor was there. They told me to go ahead and go down to the doctor.

So, I waited for mom, made all the necessary calls to tell people where I was going and off I went. Turns out I am fine, which I figured, I was really shocked they even told me to go in. They put me on a Z pack and said my boogies were green and my throat was slightly red.

They put the lil heartbeat detector on there, and you could sorta hear it, but due to my tilted uterus and how far back the baby was it was hard to hear, but still exciting!

11 week baby bump

11 weeks 6 days --- Hormonal ---

I have realized that pregnant women are grumpy. I can honestly say that one minute I'll be extremely happy and feel like I'm on cloud 9, and then a minute later be angry, wanting to just hit something. It's very weird. I honestly feel like my body has been taken over by my hormones.

I feel sorry for my boyfriend in a sense. He has to put up with a lot of me not being myself. I am usually a very calm person, and I take things very well. But lately, it's just like I can't stand certain things, and my body bounces from happy to sad and back again, and angry to furious faster than ever. It's just a very confusing time for me. It's hard to feel so out of control of your emotions. I'm sure many other women have gone through this, and I'm sure had it worse, It's just such an unusual feeling.

I woke up this morning feeling pretty good, scary good. I can honestly say I was happy when I almost vomited, just because you always look for that Lil pregnancy sign everyday.

I can tell I am showing, I doubt anyone else can really. I have the bump. It may be weird but I'm actually excited to get into maternity clothes, I think that pregnancy is beautiful, though I feel like a fatty, lol. I think you look at other women and think, WOW they are just glowing and beautiful, then you look in the mirror at yourself and go oh my goodness, I look like a cow!

I also realized how peoples stupidity at times angers me, I have always been irritated by peoples ignorance, but much much more now.

11 weeks 4 days

I'm so new to this pregnancy thing, and it comes with some many up and down emotions. Sometimes I'll just have my hands on my belly, and cry thinking about becoming a mother, and other times I'll be sleepless wondering if my baby is going to be OK.

I suppose all of my concerns are normal. I have been keeping a journal of my pregnancy, just upset I messed it up by getting my numbers wrong, lol, prego brain.

This week my nausea has subsided, slightly, but I still find myself getting sick about once a day, usually in the morning. I'm very tired by about 8 at night and seem to wake up around 10 every morning. I usually wake up at least twice to use the restroom in the middle of the night.

My dreams have been very real! I can't watch anything scary, or that has to do with murder or any of my favorite Bones, NCIC, and CSI shows because I dream about it.

I am finding it hard to have energy to do anything. I feel like just laying around and watching TV. Usually when I am up putting clothes away and folding them etc. I get very dizzy and feel like I'm going to be sick.

I have also noticed small pains in my pelvic area and abdomen, I looked it up and it seems that they aren't serious, just "growing pains"